2 more months!

Hello everyone! Sorry i havent blogged in a long time! But with no internet and only my phone to work from the signal was sucky and i wasent able to post new blogs. Anywho so i am currently 28 weeks and 3 days! I cant belive that i am two weeks from being 30 weeks and about two months away from having my son! Now lets be honest ive have alot of time to think about this "omg its almost time" "i cant belive he will be here" but honestly there's that one question that people always ask no matter if its your first, second, third etc... and ive given this question ALOT of thought. "Are you nervious?" My answer to that question is no... why dont i feel nervious? Maybe its the fact that my husband will be their the whole time and wont miss this birth, not only that but when i had my first i was way nervious and scared because i didnt know what to expect, even with this baby i know anything can happen but i know that if anything were to happen which i pray wont i know that my baby will be in good hands at this hospital as well as so much positive support from my husband, few friends, family and the hospital staff. So as my due date approaches i feel calm with everything, the only thing that i am a bit stressed out about is who is going to watch Dalilah when it comes time to give birth? We have no family out here let alone really any friends its sad to say that once we moved into our new apartment which is literally the next city over everyone just stopped talking to us i just didnt get why but i guess thats how alot of people are their just fake and didnt value our friendship enough to keep in touch with us. So now i need to talk to someone at church and seeing if maybe their is someone who can watch her while im in labor of course jeremy and i decided it would be best to have them waiting at the hospital in the guest waiting room until i give birth so then Dalilah can meet her new baby brother and then jeremy can just take her from their i mean i would love for him to stay with me over night etc... but with not having anyone their to take care of our daughter makes that impossible. Then my husband called the hospital today to see if we arnt able to find anyone to watch her if they offer any type of daycare or anything like that but they dont but the nurse said that if i so happen to go into labor during the day that one of the nurses wont mind watching her until the baby is born but if i go into labor in the middle of the night it would be alot harder but the nurse also said there is another option but we would have to talk to my doctor about it which we see this friday so we figured we would ask her and let her know the situation. But the nurse said i could have a schedual induction at 38 weeks (thats if i dont go into labor before) now i really do not like the idea of getting induced for many reasons but with the way our situation is im not sure we have much of a choice i mean my husband is not forcing me he just said its an option if the doctor ok's it. He said if that does happen atleast we would have a date that the baby will be born and he can let his work know as well as finding someone who can watch Dalilah. But i dont know if i really want to do that, like i said i have many reasons why i dont but after friday depending on what she says ill have a month and a half to think about it maybe sooner so im just thinking about it and i will be doing some research on induction etc... as well as the stuff they give you to induce. Boy even with all this i am not nervious at all i think im just overwhelmed with everything because i want to make sure everything is perfect and done the right way. But thats just me. Anyways just a little update as well as venting lol but i hope you all are doing great and i will be posting again since now we have internet YAY! lol Please be sure to subscribe to my blog to keep up to date with whats going on that you may not see me posting on Facebook. Have a good one! :)